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Darkness awaits till' you close your eyes and fall asleep.
Such dreams that appear, nightmares will come to be seen.
They haunt your peaceful self, they each grab a piece of
love to destroy it. Sh. Can you hear it? Can you see it?
Quick! Run! Run away from that heart that keeps following
you. They will never understand you. Don't turn around for
if you do, they will throw a rope around you and pull you
back. Stop crying little girl, it will all be worth it. You
know that if you let yourself go they will simply use you as
their poppets. You're not a poppet. Do you want to be a
poppet? Wipe them tears away; it will all come to an end. I
know you love her, you can't resist, but don't forget the pain.


Cover your ears. Stop listening! Such words and sounds will
only kill your thoughts! Don't let them kill your thoughts!
That is the only thing you have left after all. Ignore their
whispers; ignore them. They will hypnotize you again. They
want to take you in, they want to use your flesh. They want
to gently suck the blood from your beating brain. You have
no morals, no respect? Everything you do collapses by the
next day.


I know you want to step away badly from it all, but you
can't let go just yet.


& you scream as they chain you up. You throw your hands in
hopes of reaching someone, but nobody likes to get involve.
They simply stare as they watch how you slowly fade from
society.


You're still alive, the game has only just begun.

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It's like being caged like a wild animal. I can't seem to
find anyone to unlock me and let me out. I'm terrified;
sometimes I scream, and sometimes I yell. Sometimes I sit
calmly in the corner, trying to figure out ways of getting
out myself. I see this people walking by me all the time,
they simply stare. They look into my eyes and wonder what
happened to me, it's despair. I try to grab hold of their
hands, but I just frightened them away. They run in terror
as they spit on my face. I can't escape this, it's a
horrible fact. My boss is manipulating me easily, I can't
seem to step aside. She lets me out for a few seconds
sometimes but then I scratch her delicate skin with the tip
of my finger nails. They go deep inside her until her soul
cries out for me to stop. She slaps me and drags me back to
the cage where I stay for the rest of the night.

I try so hard to move on, but this love is not helping me at
all. I have so many dark memories, the light is starting to
fade from my sight. I wish I was blind. I wish I was a cold
bastard. Living my life the way I want it to; working hard,
or finding ways to survive in this path, but unfortunately,
it's not like that. I'm too nice, I let people step all over
me, I'm a mat that says "Welcome" on it. Such happiness? I
lie. I lie so much, I might be a good actress. I figure that
people wouldn't care, and they haven't.

I escape into a magical world, right here in my own head. I
travel through fantasies and joy. I fly with my aunt. I want
to be in a better place, I want to think there is something
better than life. Even if heaven is not on my list, I just
want for all of this to pay off. I've suffered so much, I've
given my own blood! I've spilled this liquor, this poison,
but I always return to clean it up. I've been used, I've
been hit by so many of this vicious creatures. This jungle
is too much for me, I've participated in so many activities
that almost killed me.

What does it take for this circus of insanity to have a
break? They lose a victim and go haunt for someone else. I
punch at them and they throw a laugh. So preposterous, I
wish I was stronger and carry them to their own death bed
just like that. The earth is crazy! We are all crazy, did
you know that? The trick to this living is to be crazy like
everyone else because if you're not, your considered
abnormal. Isn't it fun? Such game I'm losing in because I
won't act like my fellow friends. But this show has much to
go before it arrives to it's end.

"In order to be accepted by this society, you need to be
crazy like everyone else, not crazy like yourself."

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